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hi all there is nothing really happening on groups what i have found over the last few weeks this has been the case and i wonder how menny text blog posts i can post on here if there is nothing happening on groups and hush that is another good reason i wood like to test this new audio service for the books and it wood be the right time to do it as things ar quiet online so you could put in a few hours each day having a look at audio books and how it wood work i think if you are testing something with a screen reader do it when its quiet on here then you do not need to hurry and get lost hugs

hi linda I hope I find you well I know that last visit you did want to chat to me 2 times and I managed to get out of it but now I want to speak to you as mind you said I was very quiet on the Thursday evening just after dinner at that time I really needed you and I was scared to come to find you as I do respect users have more needs than I ever have and I know you can not spend half of your back shift talking to me at all but I really felt sad at that time and I also thought I needed private care as well but I was fine I managed to cope on my own again you see linda I am to scared to come to the staff if I feel not right and on the Tuesday night shift I have not ever had a night like that with racing thoughts of anxiety now what staff could do to help me is this if you have a lady carer on I can share my feelings with a lady with ease if I had her in private as if you mind I said to you on the Wednesday before I went out with eddie when you came round from the office and took me in to...

hi what i may do is give it until the end of april and if no word contact paul again regarding getting logged in as he says its in its last stages of them testing the new audio book service and i know the old sight still works but who in the holely jesus wood want to use a bloody sight of books if it was not getting updated with recent titles no one who i know wood want to bloody take this chance that is how i am not listening to any thing just now hush that is how you make your machine smoked as who knows what is getting put on the out of date book files if the sight is not manned right no one its like you buying a car a few years or months later you find you have packed it up as you refused to pay out for serviceing its the same thing online if i do not want to use a file i delete it as i am finished using that file its frustrating i know that having to wait but better that than making your machine very ill i emailed linda today as hush i know that she tryed to talk to me 2 times but...

hi all at phew i need to stand to get my bum cleaned after i have went plopp and i think this is far wrong and i did ask them with manners if they could sit me forward to do this task and there anser is no we can not get your bum cleaned that way i am dieing to ask some one who i know there how they get there self cleaned after they have went plopp and i know the anser i hope they sit down to get there self cleaned now i can not bring my self to do this but on the next visit i will as its frustrating me to do this task that way and that is the trigger of me going as i feel if you stand its not ever going to be clean at all and i would like my wishes to be took serious as if it is the main trigger well the manager will need to do something about it for me to carry on to go as if you think about it i can not hold a plopp in until i see mum again and i can not even tell nicola this one or tracey for that matter as friends its not a subject for any one at all to say this  as i regard t...

i want this blog the chat resort to be used as much as i can now i do not plan to update it daily but if i do i am really frustrated and that is how i feel right now hush i really thought we wood of had the new cite buy now hush i am questioning the audio book listening software as its ok for them to say well its a down load book service ok i bloody know this but how or what means have we got to listen to the book once i down load it is the file just going to be fiction on my machine and i can not listen to the book or go for a huge pint if i need to get a sanny for my lunch can i have a means of stopping the book and starting it from where i left off you see folks i am trying to find this out before they put it out for public testing as one thing i do not want to read a full book at the one sitting or to find that i can not have a sanny for my lunch so it does make sence what i am asking on email to them as for all i know they were trying to find away ages ago but no one has said on a...

i try to give you hfull picture of how it is for a disabled person who is in the house daily here on the resort blog and i think i am making a good job how ever if you feel my posts are a little deep i am sorry but i needed to vent about that here only as i have alot of free time hopefully that will change in a small wile once my other cite comes back for the books as i miss it and that other one is shight and has a lot of titles wich look shight as well i wish i never joind again so i have left it to the side and i am waiting for this one later

i like to be angry on my blog some times as i am sharing how angry i feel and how frustrated i feel i know i swear on here as scotland treats the disabilities terrible and they do not give a small hoot what we need it took mum 2 months just to get a dam cane from the bastards as they were questioning there cash for the dam cane now how bad is that you can not even ask for a free cane terrible leave it there as i could go on and on later

hi all this is very very important this blog post on how i feel about having a jobbie generally first i know ladys and men have a jobbie and kids as well as babys but i want to put this out for mainly my reader named melina no matter where you are in the world i think having a clear out buy sitting on a pan generally is good no matter if you are away for only 2 nights if you are there for longer like me away for 2  weeks in may i will need a few stinkers but i wish i was like mum she can go plopp in the morning daily when she is there and i can not but when i am here in scotland i go plopp in the morning allways sorry to say this if you can fill your toilet every now than again your bowels are just right like mum says to me did you fill the pan today but i can not understand people who can go without a plopp for 7  full days roberta said she can go 3 times in the one day that is ok if you have got lots of time and toilet roll to do this 3 visits in  the one day that is wh...

hi all i now know its right for me to keep linda as the named person as in case i have anxiety attacks again hush i really think i had this on the last visit as that is what it felt like again i could not tell any one one thing i do wish that we could fix or try to fix is this i will try to detail it here the best i can if you get confused please ask me on email ok linda said that i can go to the rest room for a wee my self that is ok i do that currently any way i am fine with that and willing to carry on with that on future visits like in may but one thing is bugging me and i do not know how to put this to linda without me been scared of how i can put this to her ok lets use the week visit in august or the may one lets say i could feel a wee coming on late morning and i just thought it was only a wee i was doing but buy the time i got to my room and found my way in to my room that is where the toilet is so i go in to my room to the toilet and sit down and do the wee then my body reque...

hi all i think its horrible how the rnib are not telling me for example the truth about the new audio service and hush i can say this only on this blog i would not say this to them but i am really starting to wonder if it will really happen so what i will do is give it up until i go away nearly back for the 4  days visit if i have heard sweet nothing i will email them again as the girl said some one will be in touch but she never said when or how so that is how i am starting to wonder it for all i know the new audio system might be shight totally and yuck and shight to use you see i only aprove of people who tell the truth online and that is only me but i hate lies online or people to talk shight online and that is how i feel here hugs

hi all even alow i went to jobbie on wednesday i sort of do feel constipated as if i need a large poo i will keep you updated when i go for a right plopp i think i have been working up to been constipated as i have felt like this from last week hugs

hi all i love putting text on my blog as it brings me a world of joy to sit here at a computer in scotland  and just enjoy free speach in text only format and you do not need pictures to do a grand blog and make it all singing and danceing as long as you have the skill to do typeing that is you on your way to blogging i never of thought i wood of took to blogging but i saw that i have updated this blog every month since november wen i started the chat resort and so far i am really enjoying it and getting alot out of it i have another sort of personal post today wich i will put up here after this one hugs

hi melina does my blog ever bore you or is it to personal the reason i do some very personal wrighting on here it makes me feel less agitated and not as angry about things its going on in my head or my life here in scotland and to tell you the truth if i had access to a lady counciler i wood not have did the blog at all for general  items i like to talk to ladys only about feelings and that is my choice and my wright to pick who i want to share feelings with its my choice hugs

hi i want to put the 2 articles on the current issue at funchal airport this is jue to high wind speeds the airlines can not land or take off so all people are stuck https://www.madeiraislandnews.com/2019/03/chaos-at-airport-as-wind-returns.html and the other article is https://www.madeiraislandnews.com/2019/03/lack-of-chairs-and-seating-facilities-and-queues-are-causing-upset-for-passengers.html

let me say this you should not be scared to move your bowels in the mornings at all i move mine each morning and i feel grate i also feel disapointed if i do not do one as i do not feel so good later so just think of what i have put on here when you go for your next seat a tip if you do not feel quite ready to move your bowels and you think you could do one a trick stand at a table with your hands flat on the table and i am telling you the truth it does move your bowels as when i was younger i used to do this with my disabilitie my mother used to say to me are you working up to go to the toilet and i wish i could get in to the habbit of doing this again

hi all do you get fussy when you need to go for a jobbie or a plopp some where else not in your house in your own toilet such as in a hotel over seas for me i have traveled for menny years but of recently i have found my self going for a jobbie at other times such as last year when i was in madeira just off portugal i went for a jobbie strate after supper in the evening time normally when i am over seas i go for a jobbie at lunch time around 1 pm time zone but i can not even go in the mornings over seas like even after breakfast or later on in the mornings i think you have got to know where you are going to be sitting for a jobbie over seas i do not mind the toilet seats with the colours on them like you can buy a white one or a blackseat to fit on the pan we have a white one at home in our house and i can feel at ease sitting on there and i think at our hotel its a green coloured seat but i think your bum is really private and you should choose who cleans you if you need cleaned at ph...

hi all i have not had to wright here so much as i have had to do over the last few days since last friday as they have all made me very angry and should be ashamed of there acting or manners and do you call this respect as i do not even want to do the next diarry if this is there next trick i know there has got to be better services out there but in scotland we have a massive issue with getting cash to fund the disabilitie places as alot of them have shut down over the years or are going to shut down as a lack of funding to keep them open and this should not effect us but i am not sure yet as it is only going on this year jue to all the cut backs in the UK all over the UK this is the case even in parts of england as well as scotland i think disabled people will be left in there houses like i am daily that does not matter to me but for some familys who might have a disabled person who uses a wheel chair it could be another story as it could effect that familys jobs or life style i like ...

Hi all I just do not like this new senior darren at phew I think he is so weard and I hope that drina asks him to walk as he commented on how I do long letters to them I do this for a good reason so that I know they have understood me totally and that is up to me not him I can see him getting asked to take along walk she has did that before and she is fit for him I hate the guy

hi all i think a public viewing of having a jobbie is wrong totally and i do not think they understand when any one has to have a large jobbie like what i was going to do that thursday and i was automaticly put off from even making any sounds at all no matter your disabilitie if you can sit on a pan to be able to have ajobbie you should be able to go in to the toilet there or a hotel like over seas and know your privacy will be there until your tummy feels emty again and i want to express this other thing they allways say to me just ask any one on that shift now how wood you like to tell any one about this look roberta can you take me so i can let a jobbie drop now before you say this i know that is part of their job to do this for us but it can be frustrateing or make you feel totally nervice to say look can you help me as i would like to jobbie i know i said this to emma but we were in a room buy our selfs so no one could hear me asking now that is where that word list wood come in h...

Hi all I was away to the disabilitie pitts again over the last few days and I was going to blog from there but I feel that machine is not got the right icons on it for me to access all tasks such as the blog It wood be harder to blog from there as I do not have all the stuff I use for daily tasks on the laptop The pitts is getting worse for un privacy tasks And I do not mind shareing here in more detail as I feel its right to vent on this here On the Thursday morning we have a thing we call morning care happens each shift for taking off our close and woshed and what ever else we could need So on the Thursday morning I had this new girl working with me who I do enjoy talking to a lot as she has got the right voice to work with blind people her name is emma now I do hope to see her in may but again we need some one off ill to see her now the way the pits was looking again we might need emma and tracey and ross to cover as it does not look to grate its looking offal with care givers So af...

Hi all I have been helping with the rnib design a new service for audio books but they have hit a mager hich and its not even up they have not got a replacement player online with stop and start access and I have really put a ditch in it so lets say I went for a small pint I could not stop my book or even book mark it so I wood have to stay up all night to read a book that I picked I know its in the design stages but if I was just the planner the first question I would ask after down loading this book how am I going to listen to it just for a start hush I can see them doing a jump back to the left and to the right to the old set up as if that is what we are waiting for well the question is when is the service starting I might ask this evening if I could take a look and ask with manners of corse as if that is one hich could I find anything else under the page hush it has not been tested right Later

hi all i sent an email to the x senior to tell her what i was wanting on this visit and i did tell her i wanted a word with tracey valintime who is a senior for the local office as well as i told her i do not want that named person and i want tracey to tell our manager i do not want linda no longer if our manager comes across as been saying i must have linda i wood like tracey to say no i can not then drina will be stuck totally as i refused i have every right to after the way she was rood to me on the last visit the sol was not on shift to catch her but she knows her manner has changed and she said this on tuesday the sol night shift and i do not know what will happen how ever if i do not catch tracey the sol will try to arange this before the next diary still with tracey as to see her we need some one off vomiting or giving birth which they are so it is possible to catch tracey and i still need a rota from her i will contact her again on tuesday for the case party shift on monday all...

Hi all I am not sure how I feel today as its getting near to be going here a week on Monday and I have got to face only knows what disabilities and some times it can be a hell of a night mare and I am also worried about some things I can not put here melina might email you about them later or this week when ever I can face to wright them down I love to wright but nothing gets did over there I have tried all things and to make matters worse the manager has left me with a person who quight frankley is not giving a pot about her file job hmm if the boys in the suits had to come they will check files and see if mine for example is not been updated with a new date even the manager will face what they have in dubai a hanging sell and she will get hanged up buy them for letting this pot away with it and I am going to flog the review when I am in and basicly say well folks you had your fries and you never called it so I pass care as I said to gail one of the park time staff this place offers y...

Hi all I only do this hobbie on the side its not my main hobbie that is list serves my main hobbie so having a blog is like doing a side job in real life for me its dancing with rain here and wet and just horrible I just hope its not like this in a few weeks as yes I have got to go to the disabilitie mad house again and if its like this we will not be out so its like home for me then hush that is what I am also trying to tell them I could stay at home if that was the case for free and I wood not feel as if I was going to vomit with the heat even if you open the window its still to hot you see when it was designed it was never thought out well for heatting at all you go in to one room and that is the heat in the fool place for the visit And one thing also worrys me if the heat is that bad I feel dizzie and that does not help my health Later