letter linda phew

hi linda

I hope I find you well I know that last visit you did want to chat to me 2 times and I managed to get out of it but now I want to speak to you as mind you said I was very quiet on the Thursday evening just after dinner at that time I really needed you and I was scared to come to find you as I do respect users have more needs than I ever have and I know you can not spend half of your back shift talking to me at all but I really felt sad at that time and I also thought I needed private care as well but I was fine I managed to cope on my own again you see linda I am to scared to come to the staff if I feel not right and on the Tuesday night shift I have not ever had a night like that with racing thoughts of anxiety now what staff could do to help me is this if you have a lady carer on I can share my feelings with a lady with ease if I had her in private as if you mind I said to you on the Wednesday before I went out with eddie when you came round from the office and took me in to my room I said linda I need you as linda what I was trying to tell you at that time I was feeling more uptight than ever before

What I need from you first is to come in to speak to you my self dc knows mum can not understand about the support plans so it wood be point less to ask mum and dad to sit in on this

And what I need you to do first is read all the support plan in its current state and I think its best for us to Do a new one totally

Linda see that list of words I really need all staff to use them as I call some items other names like a  bowel movement an it and so on

Yes Ieven use makaton for words if other users are around as I did not speak until I was 10 before that I used makaton all my young life and still do even with mum and dad which you never knew until I used it that last visit

Can we sort out my routines at phew in the support plan and staff to try to keep to them the best they can

Linda is it even possible for staff to let me work up to having a sit on the pan buy letting me hold on to my desk I will tell you what I will do is chat to you when I come in as finding this hard to give you a picture on email

But can you tell drina craig I need her to let me keep you as the named person as you have picked some things up on the last visit I need only your help with I think we should put something in the support plan like all staff to watch me for agitation if I have this for a member of any staff to take me and ask me what has triggered this

Linda I do love to go in to the pool on visits if its possible

About new staff

See how I find this tricky to deal with I wood like to work on this and only if I trust there voice on the first visit wood I ask them to do my care as hush I forgot to tell you I achieved this on the last visit on the Wednesday and Thursday I let emma work with me as I trusted her voice right away but there is still peoples voices who I can not get at all such as gails and she has to tell me her name allways

Hope to chat to you soon

The next date I am jue in is Monday 13th of may Monday to a Friday again linda I also need to speak to only you about a Friday or any home morning as that also has mager anxiety feelings its self

Jamie mcgill phew user and your best friend