a public viewing of having a jobbie

Hi all

I was away to the disabilitie pitts again over the last few days and I was going to blog from there but I feel that machine is not got the right icons on it for me to access all tasks such as the blog

It wood be harder to blog from there as I do not have all the stuff I use for daily tasks on the laptop

The pitts is getting worse for un privacy tasks

And I do not mind shareing here in more detail as I feel its right to vent on this here

On the Thursday morning we have a thing we call morning care happens each shift for taking off our close and woshed and what ever else we could need

So on the Thursday morning I had this new girl working with me who I do enjoy talking to a lot as she has got the right voice to work with blind people her name is emma now I do hope to see her in may but again we need some one off ill to see her now the way the pits was looking again we might need emma and tracey and ross to cover as it does not look to grate its looking offal with care givers

So after breakfast emma came and got me from one of the tables where I had breakfast and took me to my room for a shower as I need help to do all this with her hands she has to wosh me do I feel nervice with a young lady woshing me no at the pits I need to get used to this as we have few men who are on at this time or on the visit

So emma managed to get me showered with coming in with me to the shower and we got the close out of mums bag for Thursdays close before emma put mums close on she dryed my body as she just showered me so she put my close on after she had got my shoes on I said to emma he needs you to clean him as I need help after I have pooed to get cleaned emma knew this as she had red about this in my notes

So she had just put me on the toilet seat as I was going to try to jobbie that morning I had not even sat down 2 seconds nor even had time to command my bum I wanted it to start jobbieing buy pushing for 5 seconds

Then the next second the room door opens jacleen to arange my tablets for the morning please note when reading this I had not even started to jobbie at all what I mean is plopping sound know how you might start doing a tiny plopp then rest and then your good plopp not even did that yet when jacleen was aranging my tablets now I thought jacleen wood go away to do another job with another user that wood mean that I could of tried again to see if the plopp wood of came back as I had lost the heavy feeling was I far from wrong jacleen and emma were standing chatting about how you do tablets like book them in and out on a Friday and Monday as that is home days and having a generally good chat with each other while I was still sitting there thinking wood you go a way jacleen so I can jobbie in peace I wood of not minded if it was only emma in my room as she is new and needs to learn about users in there when it comes to having a jobbie even hush I was even willing to let her hear me doing a jobbie with the door shut as you know some times you hear people doing a jobbie out in a public rest room like that I wanted emma to learn that she could have to hear other users doing this as well as clean there durtfrom them but I had a public viewing of me having a jobbie wich I do not think is right at all no matter who you are disabled or not you have a jobbie in private after all its like your bum asking to be left alone for a few minutes until your bum processes what needs to come out of your body I think your bum is like a horse it needs time to dump aload daily or every other day

i think having privacy when it is your bums time is really important as you do not know how much time you will need for your plopp to come or even how long it will take for it to start plopping

if i have a public viewing of me having a jobbie on any future visit i will say something to a senior or the manager as that is not on and i do not care if you are disabled or non disabled even if you can plopp quietly you do not know if you can not do a quiet one until you have your seat on the pan i was also trying to hold the plopp in until she had gon but i was wrong i was also feeling as if i needed a good stinker plopp before she came its like you going in to a public rest room and thinking i need a seat IN A   cubicleHERE I HAVE NOT EVER HAD TO POO OUT SIDE IN  cubicles SO I DO NOT KNOW WHAT FEELINGS IT WOOD HAVE TO EVEN SIT IN A  cubicleTO HAVE A JOBBIE I WONDER WHAT IT WOOD BE LIKE TO SIT IN A  cubicleFOR A JOBBIE IN A HOTEL EVEN AND I WONDER IF YOU WOOD FEEL NOT AT EASE SITTING IN A    cubicle

LATER MIGHT CARRY ON THE TOPIC ABOUT HAVING A JOBBIE IN OTHER PLACES APART FROM HOME

ONE OTHER PLACE I WOOD NOT LIKE TO HAVE A JOBBIE IS ON AN AIRLINE AS THEY ARE TO TIGHT SO ON THE LAST MORNING LAST YEAR MUM WAS FINDING IT HARD TO GO FOR A LARGE JOBBIE BEFORE LEAVING THE HOTEL SO SHE WENT FOR A TINY TINY ONE THEN SHE SAID TO ME IT HAS BEEN KNOWING FOR MUM TO GO 2 TIMES ON THE LAST DAY SO SHE WAS PUTTING THINGS AWAY GOOD JOB SHE DID PUT THINGS AWAY AS SHE HAD TO GO AGAIN FOR A MASSIVE CLEAR OUT AND SHE FELT BETTER I THINK

TRAVELING CAN UPSET YOUR TUMMY