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hi diarry

i do not know what i will put on this post today but i wanted to wright it just now well make a start to it before breakfast of ham on toast and tea and juice lovely my first few days in scotland after a grate time with the madeirans in funchal has been ok but very cold and slightly confusing for me as when i am in funchal you put on your teashirt and shorts and that is you at the pool for the day but in scotland i need to put my jumper on and my trousers as i wood be coldif i never had my trousers on or my jeans i love trousers and a good jumper when i am in scotland as its scottish close i call them but last may in funchal we had to ware scottish close as it was cooler weather than this year but on tuesday i felt vomitish again but i am putting this down to a good late flight back to scotland its the only thing about funchals flights back it used to be a good time back as well as going when we came back menny years ago you used to have most of the monday evening at home and you could have a cooked meal but it is not like that now its like doing a night shift as you do not get in to the early hours on the tuesday and you only manage to get 4  hours of sleep allways so your clock is very mixed up for sure i was thinking tuesday i had did a night shift as i was so banged out i could of been a sleep most of the day on tuesday then on wednesday mum who is my carer allways took a dizzie spell again and had to go back to bed buy luck my father was here as he does not work any mor he is left work as he is to old to work mum saw a tv programme on seizures on wednesday and she now understands its more serious what i have than she understood before she took in that show and so far i have been fine but i think soon we might have to look at a wheel chair for me only for out doors as my legs are not good with my balance no longer so a wheelchair wood be the anser i wood not mind having a wheelchair as its better than falling and hurting my self all the time mum is out with me as soon as she lets my arm go i start to shake and i feel as if i need to hold on to something fast before i fall its an weard feeling and i am not dizzy at all when it goes on

the type of wheelchair i wood like to get is called a breezy 300 i have used them in funchal airport but i can not find this make online or a price for a breezy 300 at all the breezy 300 ones are light wait so wood fit in our car depending on who i talk to on my next visit i might chance my luck to ask one of them if they have heard of this make and is there a chance of telling me where i can buy it when the day comes as its near friends very near and i am not joking if i could get one for my next trip i wood take the chance but i know what make i wood like so i have half picked it its getting that make i wonder what make that spaire one is at phew if michael is kicking around i will ask or one of my true friends like linda is as she is my named person and if she asks why i will tell her about my balance and that is why i am asking about wheelchairs it wood be a laugh if that spair at phew was a breezy 300 but something tells me it is not as its feeling to heavy as i have had a feel at this as we had a users family forget to send it in and like me she only needed it if she was going out doors and a breezy 300 is light i will see a breezy 300 again in july on my way back to scotland from funchal

tonights supper is ground beef and potatoes it will be lovely

later folks