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hi diarry

i do not know how i really feel on this friday and wanted to blog about it i only wish for 2 or a few things to go ahead regarding the lyers as lies is not very nice especially working with all disabilitie i want to go only for a few days in october like from late on monday about 4.40 pm or 4  pm not 3.10 like other visits i wish it could go back to the old way that they used to have turn up at any time it wood suit me better as if i wanted to be at home for a small while longer i could do this but now it feels like breakfast lunch and then go since they give me the early time yes it puts me off the service as well as if you were held up at a hospital you wood have to let them know i think that is un called for and the time slots have be come a pain to tell you the truth and hush that is also why i do not want to go which i know you will understand totally i know you do not get a check in time at a hotel allways but at phew this has be come a total nightmare to say a nightmare is the truth and it will never go back to the old way but i personally think they should come and go more regarden this time slot idea as some familys will have jobs as father said not every work will say mr mcgill that is fine if you were a truck driver it wood not work at all and i wish it was possible to talk to one of the blindness awareness trained staff but i am waiting for them to say we have not got any one on this few days who has that training i am sure that something could be aranged if the manager gets her finger out like i could change my date in october to another 4 day date as some users have did this in the passed to a diarry giving date now the staff who i need i do get on with but i might have to try linda with this topic wich i know will be impossible it wood not be fun if it had to end up michelle coming down from edinburgh social work as we have not got the staff for this subject i am waiting for this to also happen as our staff are useless and are lyers now and if there is one thing i hate are true lyers can i put on here i wish to see louise now who is only there at the weekend but i am sure if they can not do it something can be aranged as i am truelyscared of them all and its what i have been trying to share for months i am also going to try to make a complaint about my care plan not getting folowed as if that is a legal document well that should be followed as i am sure it is infact i am sure it is legal to have a support plan followed what i do not understand is why they do care plans not to follow them i am not going to say this to nicola i am going to try to make a complaint as she will ask questions hush that is why i am going to do it this time and i do not even mind if they have to note it as its not on any of this i am finding this post very hard to wright

so i will end it there but if there is any thing else

i will let the blog know