tommy and michelle and feeling nervice

When I was at the royal blind school it was a boarding school wich ment I came home on a Friday and went back on a Monday this is where michelle carins works and she is still there to this day

There was one day there was this young boy called tommy who I would of said was about 10 years old at the royal blind school in edinburgh and it was a Thursday after noon and tommy must of asked michelle for a jobbie and she took him as I think he might of needed help to get his bum cleaned after he had his jobbie and I heard her say to him you must of needed that as he must of filled the toilet menny people who are disabled do need help after there bowels have moved for some reason I do not know any disabilitie who does not need this support

I can allways mind I was away with mum on this short break with some blind people when I was younger at a weekend I am sure as dad was working and he could not attend so on the Sunday afternoon I needed a jobbie when I was there before we came home and I mind mum having to come in to the toilet with me and having to neil on her knees to help me to do the jobbie as I was only 6 or older but I was a little boy and I do mind it took me hours for mum and I to get me to have the jobbie there as I felt nervice of the pan there and it goes to show you when it comes to having a jobbie no matter what age you are if you are some where else apart from home you get nervice

And even at phew what some times happens to me I can go for tiny ones like bullets but on the last morning when I am waiting for mum and dad to come to bring me home I need to run as I go for a massive one on the last day in march it happened like that on the Thursday I had to go for alarge one as I was planning to go in to the pool that evening so I said I am not going in the pool if I am still feeling as if I need a massive jobbie

Later i will keep the blog updated on this nervice topic and let you know what happens in may with me in this area