THE PHEW WORD LIST FEELINGS

DEAR DIARRY

AT PHEW I STARTED A LIST OF WORDS THAT I USE AND SOME SIGNS THAT I USE NAMED MAKATON AS AT A VISIT A USER SAID DO YOU NEED THE TOILET WHEN I WAS LOOKING FOR THE NIGHT SHIFT TO TALK TO ONLY SO I FIRST THOUGHT THAT NIGHT HOW DO YOU KNOW I MIGHT NEED THIS SUPPORT AS THAT USER SHOULD NEVER KNOW WHAT SUPPORT I NEED SO I NEVER SAID ANY THING THAT NIGHT AS I WAS COMING HOME THE NEXT DAY FRIDAY TO ANY ONE OF THE CARE GIVERS AS ALL BUSY DOING FILES AS IT WAS NEAR THE END OF THE THURSDAY EVENING SHIFT BUT I DO NOT MIND PUTTING THE USERS NAME HERE IF I MIND RIGHT IT WAS A USER CALLED SHARON WHO CAN TALK AND UNDERSTAND THINGS BUT IF I EVER FIND OUT HOW SHARON KNEW THIS HUSH I WILL BE REPORTING THIS TO THE MANAGER AND THAT PERSON WHO TOLD HER AS WELL OR DID SHE OVER HEAR SOME ONE SAYING I AM NOT SURE THAT IS HOW I HAVE NOT TOOK IT UP WITH THE MANAGER

SO ON MY WEEKEND VISIT IN NOVEMBER I HAPPENED TO SAY TO TRACEY I USE SOME WORDS FOR SOME ITEMS SO WE WROTE THEM ALL DOWN ON A SHEET OF PAPER FOR MY FILE OF CASE NOTES ON EACH VISIT SO I WILL BE ABLE TO USE THEM SO I THOUGHT AT THAT TIME

I WILL TELL YOU WHY I NEED THEM BUT FIRST I WILL TELL YOU WHAT TASK I NEED THEM FOR IN DETAIL AND I WILL ALSO PUT THE WORDS ON HERE AND THE SPECIAL WAYS I WOOD LOVE TO DO THIS TASK OR ROUTINES

I NEED THE LIST AT RESPITE SO I CAN TELL THE CARE GIVERS WHEN I NEED TO USE THE RESTROOM FOR A SEAT ON THE PAN SO THAT I CAN BE BUSY OUT MY BUM NOT FOR A WEE SO AS YOU CAN SEE THE LIST WOOD BE VERY VERY NEEDED

AS FOR THE WORDS I WOOD SAY FOR A SEAT ON THE PAN

I WOOD SAY TO THEM I WOOD LIKE TO POO JUST NOW OR WHEN EVER

2. I WOOD LIKE TO JOBBIE

3. NOW HERE IS THE ONE I WOOD LIKE TO USE MORE AND I DO USE THIS WITH MUM

I WOOD LIKE TO IT AS IN IT’S A COLD DAY

IT SOUNDS MORE PRIVATE AND THE REASON I THINK YOU ARE ITTING IS SEE WHEN YOU SIT ON THE TOILET JUST BEFORE YOUR BOWELS OPEN AND THE DURT COMES OUT I FEEL MY BODY GOING A SMALL BIT TIGHT SO YOU ARE SAYING IT AT THAT POINT AS YOUR DURT IS STARTING TO JUST COME

NOW BEFORE I GO FOR A IT I WOULD LOVE TO WHAT I CALL WORK UP TO BE GOING TO IT

WHAT I MEAN IS LETS SAY I WAS NOT REALLY READY AT THAT SECOND BUT I COULD FEEL A IT COMING ON I WOOD LIKE THEM TO TAKE ME TO MY ROOM AND LET ME STAND AT MY DESK IT WOULD HAVE TO BE AS THAT IS ALL THERE IS THERE AND LET ME STAND FOR ABOUT 2 TO 5 MINUTES OR LESS THE REASON I DO THIS WORKING UP STAGE SO THAT THE DURT IS RIGHT IN YOUR BUM THEN THEY COULD TRANSFER ME IN TO THE REST ROOM WHERE I COULD SIT ON THE PAN THEN START MY LIGHT PUSHING OR AS THE CASE MAYBE START PLOPPING ALL MOST RIGHT AWAY

HISTORY TO WORKING UP STAGE

WHEN I WAS A SMALL BOY I USED TO HOLD ON TO THE KITCHEN SINK TO GET READY TO IT AND MUM ALLWAYS SAID ARE YOU GETTING READY TO GO TO THE TOILET I DO NOT DO THIS NOW BUT AT RESPITE I FEEL NOT AT EASE THERE TO HAVE A IT SO THAT IS HOW I AM PUTTING THE WORKING UP STAGE FOR THERE ONLY AS I THINK IT COULD WORK NOT TRIED IT THERE YET BUT I WANT TO REALLY BADLY TRY THIS

NOW THE WORDS I NEED ADDED ARE AS FOLLOWS TO THE LIST IS ONLY 2 MORE

I CALL AN IT SOME TIMES NOT ALLWAYS GOING TO THE TOILET FOR THE TOILET IF THAT MAKES SENCE

OR HE NEEDS YOU TO CLEAN HIM

NOW THERE IS A SLIGHT HICH WICH I HAVE NOT GOT A CLUE ON HOW TO DEAL WITH OR GET THE CARE GIVERS TO UNDERSTAND

SO LETS USE TUESDAY MORNING IN MAY IT WILL BE LETS SAY TRACEY WAS DOING MY CARE

AND I SAID TO HER

HE NEEDS AN IT TRACEY

SO I GO FOR WHAT I THINK IS AN IT ONLY BUT THIS TURNS OUT TO BE A WEE AND AN IT AT ONCE THAT IS FINE AS TRACEY IS AROUND

BUT HERE IS MY HICH IF I GO FOR A WEE MY SELF AND THINK I WILL BE OK THEN IT TURNS OUT TO BE AN IT I HAVE NOT GOT ANY ONE AROUND TO DEAL WITH MY DURT OR MY BUM

MY NAMED PERSON SAID THE FOLLOWING WICH I THINK IS UNREAL

SHE SAID WE DO NOT WANT YOU TO LOSE YOUR SKILLS OF BEEN ABLE TO GO FOR A WEE YOUR SELF

THAT IS FINE I DO AGREE WITH THAT

BUT HERE IS MY HICH SOME TIMES I GO THERE AND GO TO MY ROOM MY SELF AND THINK TO MY SELF I DO NOT FEEL RIGHT AND YOU END UP SITTING DOWN ON YOUR PAN ONLY TO FIND THAT YOU NEED BOTH TO FEEL BETTER FOR EXAMPLE AN IT FIRST AND A WEE OR A WEE THEN AN IT STRATE AFTER THE WEE SO I AM NOT SURE IF I CAN MAKE HER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THAT ONE I DID TRY IN MARCH BUT NO LUCK

SOMETHING NEW I WOOD LIKE TO HAPPEN

ONCE THEY HAVE GOT ME SETTLED ON THE PAN I WOOD LIKE TO BE LEFT IN PRIVATE ON MY OWN SO I CAN MAKE OTHER SOUNDS OR SMELLS AS WELL YOU SEE YOU MIGHT FIND YOU HAVE GOT WIND BEFORE AN IT AS WELL

I HOPE YOU DO ENJOY THIS POST AND THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RIGHT IT

JAMIE