saturday evening chat

hi all

i also miss my friend called michelle carins she is nothing to do with that other place michelle was a classroom support worker who had a family in sweeden no i did not have to speak sweedish to her as her and her man called jim were scottish and i wonder if she had epilepsy training to this day as she used to act as a counciler for me as well but at that time i did not have any seizures at all that we know of i might of had this all my life and this is a piece for a longer post much later i am still thinking of ann marie and how tiny she is if you had to see her you wood understand how i am wondering as she does look not normal for her age as she is not tall at all i do want to ask about her as drina has let me come in with sarah before sarah asked me in march if i was in at a date hmm the date sounds right for next march but we will see as i am trying to track anne marie or should i say tiny ann marie as she is like a doll and hush i have not saw her since last year i know she can not speak now that does not mean i can not be friends to her as i dis like people who say she can not talk that is fine but you should not be rood to any of the users who have other needs but vickie said i should not say staff are not friendly i never said that all i mean is they need blindness training back to tiny ann marie the reason she is special to me if i touch her buy taking her hand i know she will not slap me or try to hit me and some of them slap you if you go for them and ann marie does not hit you i really want to see her if i can but i am scared to ask as hush i am not knowing to them for asking about a user like tiny ann marie now the only people who i could bear to ask is tracey nicola more and roberta who i think is annmaries named person linda knows of her as well but they will find this a small bit odd how i am asking for her hush might try nicola soon as in at the end of may just before i go on the hush she could maybe find out buy looking on her night shift at the diarry it will take her 2 seconds or just wait until i go for all i know ann marie might be in this group as it changes i am sorry if i am talking aload of trash and i will keep posting until we get paul back even after this as tiny ann marie is important to me just now i could talk about her all day as folks what ever she has got in needs is amazing as she is that small you do not understand how quiet she is she just sits there most days but she can come out with us if we have got the hands to support her she can not even tell the staff what she wants to do but we have to take her as a user marry knows of her marry one of the staff but she is off ill and i was very silly as i could of asked tracey about her as in will she be in with me i wood like to see her very much so as i need piece in my life after rachel that was not fun took all the cups off people and she even drunk my juice at one point not funny i got so angry buy the friday at her as i had to get up on wednesday morning before the day shift even came in to get some water as i felt vomitish again at one point i thought i was going to vomit again jue to the heat in there again as i was boking with the heat this time its a dry heat and to get a normal temp you have to put on  your coat and go out

i will keep you updated on paul and his corse of books

but right now i want to see ann marie wich i know i can not