michelle carins

Not been funny missing my friend michelle carins today and its hurtful as she was also my best friend when I was at school in edinburgh I used to enjoy our friendship a lot as she made me feel happy in lessons and she took her time with me allways and she allways was well mannered as well I can remember what she wore some days as well to work she had her white trousers on and her red jumper some days I can only dream of her supporting me at phew but she could do this allways and no matter what came up she could deal with me even there and I can only really think of roberta saying have we got a new care giver on the team no you have not as michelle is here to support jamie privately I wish that wood come true as it woodsave me from getting so much pain and I wood be able to get out more as I like to get out but recently that is not happening jue to the pots ways of doing things with michelle there the team wood be amazed at how she could deal with my blindness as she wood be able to teach them how you work with a blind person and she wood let me feel items out doors if it was something that we were doing that I needed to feel or touch and michelle wood also show them how I will use my cane to find things out doors as in doors I need it but one of them allways says to me use your cane michelle wood tell her I need guiding some times as well not all do this and I am in a panic in case I happen to meet wheel chairs and bang strate in to them michelle wood even do all my care before she went home and she wood tell them all just to leave me until she came in the next day as she wood make sure I was showered right hush I know I have never talked to you about showering there and to tell you the truth getting a shower there is a night mare as they shower you with in five seconds so buy the end of the day the swet is running off you and you feel yucky again and you feel stinking buy the end of that day

There is 2 things I wood like 1 on 1 for for longer than 5 seconds on each visit and this is what I am trying to tell them I will share this here

1. so that I can feel showered right

And 2 so I do not need to feel rushed when I am sitting on the toilet trying to get a bowel movement to happen as I also feel rushed to do that and it can make you feel agitated if you do not have a good plopp

And that is how I am saying we need michelle there so that I can achieve they things

I will have a word with linda or should I say try to as linda is really acting as if she is a fool that is how I need some one like michelle with her red jumper on and her white trousers all the care givers will be saying who is that at elaines desk if this were to come true she is in to support jamie her self as she has blindness training wich they act as if no one has if the pot is offering respite to blind users well she has got to have 2 staff trained in blindness is that to much to ask the pot no it is not this is how michelle could be an advantage to the place some one who has that skill I do feel better for wrighting this but I still miss her and yes she wood follow my care plan and the word list if I wanted to call a poo an it she would let me

I want to tell you a short story about her on another post bear in mind I am going to have to use a boys name called tommy who was young about 10

Later