all the chat sunday morning/afternoon

Hi

Well I gave this post to the blog a blog title first as I had to re post the link I know how you sort that now if I do not like the title the first time around as like an email you can change the subject line if you do not like it the first time our weather is horrible with heavy rain damp is well the temp just feels wright in the house which I am glad about as it looks as if I will be spending my day online yet again I got used to going out a walk with mum we have not been out since Friday as the weather has been nasty and right damp and yuck

And I am just ok but not grate at all as I do really feel I need counciling but I can not find one or even access one so I am happy to wright all my daily feelings down no matter what comes out in words I will just post it to the blog as that is what a blog is there for and you do not need to be a master book wrighter to have a blog at all

What does not help me is this well all users are ment to have a named person who we can chat to about visits or if our family is not happy with a date of a visit and to look after the support needs of me on visits for example to have a form as in paper to tell the care givers what support I need for example cutting up food now that is legal to use the service that is all fine to me and I can understand why that is needed to make sure I have funding lightly as well but I am not sure on that last point having said that how ever the reason I have brought this to this post again and why I keep bringing the subject up on here and I hope my reader understands why I do this from post to post is this she clearly agitates me buy not doing her job right at all and I do not care if she reads this post some where online and infact I do not care if it hits face book or any news papers in the world as she is the one who keeps on about having a support plan meeting and even mum says she has been on about this since january and has she did this no and no we fill in the forms at this they forms are trash or horrible as all they do is repeat there selfs I know I got out of it on the last visit 2 times as a result of putting my name down on a choice to go out 2 times well if that is what I want to do when I have the support to do this well that is my own choice they can not say to me today we need to do this or that now what frustrates me about her and her fiction meetings if I can use that word here is this she has yet to tell me a time that she wants to have this meeting one time she came and got me right after I had a shower on this visit now friends I had just got to wright to anty shona in the states so I basicly told her I was busy wich I did not want to lose my letter then re start it to ant shona mcgill and the second day eddie one of the care givers was wanting to find if he could get the group to do some bike riding in a park for disabilities and I wanted to go she came round for 2 seconds as the tuesday on the night shift I could not sleep at all infact I was that bad I got up at 6.04 AM that morning and the night shift had to try to re settle me in bed just buy luck it was one of my friends who was on tracey who has never seen me as angry as I was on the Tuesday evening when she had to try to kam me down I was swearing at her about the manager and I said to her wood the manager really care if I never showed in may hush I do think the managers pass care about the place and how its ran now ever since angela left it has not ran as well with angela and drina running it there selfs it used to be a top class service if you had a issue with a date if you said to angela look my family made a mess of that date and now we have got a family holiday booked angela wood of said I can try to move your planned date to a few weeks later hush yes she managed this some how allways with the team leaders this is not possible but I might have a request for them wich I want to happen I want to see a user called ann marie who is that small what ever disabilitie she has hush she will never grow again at all all the staff call her tiny ann marie as she is tiny even her hands feel small and no she can not speak at all and all she does is sits in her wheel chair as she can not even walk I feel sorry for her and I wonder if she knows really where she is at times

Vickie is back

Vickie is back after giving birth that is hergirl 1 year old now how amazing is that that goes to show you how time flys vickie had her jeenes on at work as I could see this only a tiny bit and she needs to lose wait and I do not mean to sound bad but she looks over wait now she used to look thin and she is only 33 years old so she is young to have this wait on her

I want to do a short post on her next today strate after I have did this as I want you to comment on something about only her and I know its personal but I do need to share something about her only to you on her this is only my own view on vickie and I wood not tell her but I want to tell my blog

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